I decided that I like having a record of my life through blogs. I was reading some old posts and I really liked knowing where I was. I am glad to have survived a full 20 months since BJay died. Those first few months were so incredibly hard. I am glad to say that the children and I are doing much better. I believe we are thriving. And little baby Bridger arrived a little over a year ago, sweet, tiny and perfect. Time does heal.